Not very Christmassy but I like it. Lol. #decorations
Finally getting to show my artsy side at work.. #ThankGodForPinterest #Decorations #Star #Christmas #IPinThingsThenDoThem lol
They are the same people who religiously participate in “tbt” on instagram to relive their glory days.. Lol. I can’t believe they’re comparing deaths.. That’s more than inappropriate.. It’s insensitive.
I’ve been seeing some posts complaining that people are mourning Paul Walker and no one is saying RIP to the local victims. It’s quite annoying really.
Of course we know about these heinous crimes - they’re all over the news. I can’t speak for anyone else but I won’t say rest in peace in public unless I actually know the person outside of the news.. It could look like I’m being insincere and seeking attention for myself when others who are genuinely mourning need the affection the most.. My heart goes out to the families but I can’t say - prior to their death - they had any effect on my life.. I want to kill the bastards who tortured them killed them (and that Sean Luke tragedy still haunts my dreams and makes me shudder) - but at the end of the day I didn’t know them.
I admired Paul. I like his movies. I liked his charitable nature. I liked his baby blue eyes lol. I followed his life to a point and like anyone else who did the same I felt hurt when I heard he was gone. I wasn’t his best buddy.. He never even knew me - but I knew of him and that was enough. So please don’t compare apples to oranges.
Went home this weekend to help paint the house since mommy’s doing some renovations. It looks so different. Different yet the same.. It’s nice you know.. - change. Sometimes at least. :)
The place was a mess! Dust everywhere.. Concrete dust too - the worst for my allergies so needless to say - I got sick lol. Sore throat all weekend - downing piriton like candy and sleeping the nights away. Lol.
I’m still suffering a bit from the dust but it’s getting better. Lyn was supposed to come down with me for the weekend but got caught up with work sadly and only got to hang out with us on Friday. I was looking forward to it but I’m sure we’ll have many more chances to do that.
Also Saturday night in the middle of my piriton induced sleep my phone woke me - my friend was messaging me about Paul Walker’s death. She knew how much I liked him - from She’s all that days. This was the conversation:
Friend: wow paul walker died
Me: Are you insane
Friend: ironically in a car crash :\
Friend: not funny
Friend: but maybe in a couple weeks
Friend: it won’t be too soon
This was a shock but I think since Cory Monteith nothing has really fazed me. I saw a quote that supposedly Paul said (I’m not sure of the validity) “If one day the speed kills me don’t cry because I was smiling..” It would work a lot better if he was driving but he wasn’t so I’m not sure how to take it.. But I really hope he was enjoying his life and I hope he didn’t suffer. Rest in peace Paul.
Can you tell I spent the day painting? No? Me neither lol. #PaintHere #PaintThere #PaintEverywhere #NoReallyPaintInMyHair lol
It’s raining cats dogs and penguins. I usually love when it rains especially if I’m about to sleep.. but tonight it’s a bit weird. It’s making me feel. I’m not sure what I’m feeling but it’s just making me feel. Can’t even tell if it’s good or bad lol.
Found myself lying on the couch listening to the rain and staring at the rug. Then I decided to go back to bed and stare at the ceiling instead lol. So here I am.
Thought writing this would make me sleepy and I think it’s working..
I hope you’re all safe at home and not out in this dreadful weather. Goodnight.